Mommy's Broken: Life with Lupus

6.10.2012

I am sorry for the break. It actually wasn't due to health. The computer I am now working off is very broken. I have a 3 by 3 square to work with.
I saw my doctor friday and she thinks my chest pain might be from IBS. I will start a medicine for that monday, go have a ct, and start seeing a new doctor. Yippie. I understand you should treat the issue not the pain, and I am all for that but something has to give soon! I haven't slept a full night in two weeks. I also have a new issue, I sweat. Not a litte sweat. I soak my pillow, clothes and sheets EVERY night. Not to mention I do it during the day, which I am sure is sexy. Soaking wet hair.
I will try to post more often but this computer makes me crazy so I am not sure how well it will go. If I don't get the chance: HAPPY BIRTHDAY to Andrea!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my Gwyn!!!!!!
Happy Father's Day to Zach and David!!!!
That should get us thru this month... oh and Happy Birthday to myself... I made it to 29.

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Why Mommy's Broken?

I have two little girls. Trying to get them to understand that Mommy isn't like all the other Mommies is much harder than you'd think. Doing it while trying not to scare them is even harder. I wanted to give them something they would understand on their level but wouldn't be lost on someone else. So I started by telling them that Mommy was broken, as to not tell them I am sick. Sick people get better, mommy doesn't. There are days when Mommy can get up and run around and do all those wonderful things; But there are days when Mommy has to stay in bed and rest. They have been able to take this information and be at ease about Mommy not being 'normal' or 'healthy'. Now I have a new challange of trying to let them know that mommy is not going to get to live as long as most other people. Telling your kids you are going to die is alot harder than you'd think.