Mommy's Broken: Life with Lupus: Crash

7.20.2009

Crash

My laptop, the only computer I have constant access to CRASHED! Blue screen of death and everything! Wonderful! Fantastic! So now I have to wait till we have money to fix it.
Mary from LFAM called me a few days ago, asking if I was attending the meeting for Walk for Lupus Now. I want to attend. I have plans to attend, but I can't remember the last time I set in stone anything. Hell even my doctors appointments are not for sure. I want to go, I want to start a support group in Auburn. I want a cure, but baby steps.
Hands are to swollen...

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Why Mommy's Broken?

I have two little girls. Trying to get them to understand that Mommy isn't like all the other Mommies is much harder than you'd think. Doing it while trying not to scare them is even harder. I wanted to give them something they would understand on their level but wouldn't be lost on someone else. So I started by telling them that Mommy was broken, as to not tell them I am sick. Sick people get better, mommy doesn't. There are days when Mommy can get up and run around and do all those wonderful things; But there are days when Mommy has to stay in bed and rest. They have been able to take this information and be at ease about Mommy not being 'normal' or 'healthy'. Now I have a new challange of trying to let them know that mommy is not going to get to live as long as most other people. Telling your kids you are going to die is alot harder than you'd think.